i need to talk to someone i need to have someone genuinely listen to me and i never feel like any of my friends will listen to me because they dont care all they have to say is “oh that sucks” or “oh im sorry that your sad” and i know theyre trying but thats not what i need okay
i dont CARE if you’re there for me if you cant help me feel better
i dont want to go to a therapist because i dont like them and i had shitty experiences with a therapist and i dont trust them anymore i just
im so fucking disgusted at everything and i dont know why nothing is fun anymore i just im so confused and scared and i just want a hug i just want a hug and i want to sit and just hug for a long time because i jjust want i\ot be comforted bu t im so scared that i mkight a=make the otejhr person uncomfrotalbe that i dont want to ask because im gross. im gross and i dont want them to know because if they find out they might find out im just a creepy little asshole. im sorry. im sorry if you expected something else when you followed me. but i beg you please stop because you’re only making it harder for me to post when i need to.